memories*__ remain.still

2006-12-29T21:51:00.000-08:00

firstly;

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to my DEAREST SISTER : )

was sick the past few days.came down with a fever and a bad sore throat aft slpover at mau house on thursday.but btw, the slpover was funny lah.haha.instead of talkin session with the clique,we slept early cos i was not feelin well.
but jus some highlights for last two wks;

whole of last week was carolling with the choir.it was damn tirin for nuts lah.but first time carollin so kinda good experience though.and thanks to von and bel who came down on wed.haha.had a good fright though.and lena came down on fri but was late.haha.but u heard me singin durin kbox anyway what!haha.

had two stayovers this week,went for lena's christmas party and stayed overnight with bel cos was too lazy to go home.talk throughout the night until 3 plus and slept cos could not take it anymore lah.haha.and realise that BEL is really slow.haha.but dun worry;cos i am really alright : )..
next was clique outin on thursday!waited for so long to meet the clique once again lah.haha.watched curse with lena first in the aft.the show was not as good as expected, but JAY simply ROcks..haha.but it was still not bad overall lah.was laughin with lena durin some parts.haha.sat at breadtalk to talk for two hour plus while waitin for mau and zong.dinner at fish and co plus partner!waited for pearly and reach mau hse at 11 plus.haha.stayover at her house and her bed this time was comfortable though pearly was makin weird noises.haha.but fell sick the next day and lena went with me to the doc's.guess i was sick cos was under the rain the day before.

but still, glad to have met up with my clique.though we dun often meet up,but i know that we are still close within our hearts.thank god for really bringing these six girls into my life : )

2006-12-15T01:39:00.000-08:00

today was the last day of the cip program,last time seein the kids.was late in e morn to go help out cos miss the bus and was lost at outram mrt lah.kinda stupid.but nvm.met mich on e bus though.haha.brought the kids to play the game at the carnival and it was super hot lah.haha.and had the fashion parade with su-en and she was wearin so girly.so had to find clothes to change to match lah.haha.took cab with MH to her hse to look for clothes,haha.and found one white dress which is super short lah.haha.and the parade was damn embarrassing, standin on the stage for like so long.but su-en was realli so pretty : ).haha.and our song item was good, the children all sang.haha.was at the classroom for the finale, could not bear to leave the kids man.cried aft one of them came to hug me..gonna miss GES and the kids so much..this month has been really meaningful and fufiling, so glad that i took part in this program.gonna have outin with the gals aft one of them comes back from her trip.yeah!

took bus back and annee came to my hse and slack, suppose to go joggin but was too lazy and badminton court was too ex as well.and suprise.BESTIE rang the bell and got a shock to see her lah.haha..so three of us(kinda weird combi though,haha) jus slacked at my house, playin the piano n usin the com.readin blogs..haha...
feel so empty aft the whole prog ends,haix..and life is gonna be borin again man.sian!but anw. took lots of pics with the kids, gonna post them!yeah.

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`my handsome JAN and suryanto

`the GES kids performing

`adelaide;su-en;ME;yong huat; : )

`ME and APRil in the bus; so pretty

2006-12-13T06:02:00.000-08:00

i am back agn, aft so long of not updatin.but first, my dear mau/this girl is sick aft comin back from her trip.better take care dear!cos we haf to meet up soon.still waiting for ur important msg..haha..

anw,went for cip tdy again!and i realli dun wan it to end.took pics with the children tdy and brought them out to macdonalds today.haha.but e macs meal was jus different tdy,with all the children laughter and shouting.the feeling was jus different.simply love spending my mornings for a mth with them : ).fri gonna b their grad day and i am realli gonna miss them so much, taking the bus with them to sch.the one hour journey back home everyday aft cip.the snacks that the teachers buy for us.jus feel so blessed to be posted to that sch.and the crew that came to film us, all of us on tv and the children were all so excited.and now practising e performance with them, gonna play the piano..whee!and doin fashion parade with su-en.tt girl is jus so cute.and my handsome jan.haha.(the girls shld know).haha.

came hm with annee aft tt,and went for tuition.met up with bel and went heartland to get some stuff..went ah yee hse for dinner.good food today.and yeah, my sis got her licence and sat the car she drove tdy.haha.

2006-11-29T05:01:00.000-08:00

decided to blog aft being lazy fr so long, cos my dear jasmin ask me update today.haha.anw, hols is jus filled with meetin up with friends,choir prac and cip.but its realli fufilling : )

met up with lena yst aft choir for lunch at heartland.had a great talk at the hk cafe, and he toast is realli nice!haha.and its filling, the noodles was jus alright though.haha.but stayed there for two hour plus, talking about everything and gossiping about people lah.haha.went popular aft tt to get my stuff and embarrasing things happened aft that lah.was about to left the place and the alarm rang;cos both of us stepped on the price tags and the alarm jus rang non-stop.throw too much face man.and we are goin to mug real soon.yeah!

went for cip today again!took bus there myself, and i realli lovee sittin bus, starin out into space.but fell on the steps way up, and it was real paiseh man.haha.the kids today are really very cute!haha..lookin at them jus remind of my own childhood.played games with them and teach them alphabets today.haha.its realli fun!love it man..and tmr will b goin down again :)
went to meet og to celebrate aloy super belated bdae lah.haha.met the ppl at bishan and cheesecake(yes, again.haha) from secret recipe.haha.it was super good lah.the cheescake is really superb!haha.went hm with tze and aloy.
vivo-ed with family and chicken rice shop for dinner.but the food was bad lah.not goin there anymore.haha.bought two shirts from zara.mum's treat!yeah!she was in a good mood today lah,brought me out on shoppin spree.haha.

gonna sleep soon alr.will miss those ppl goin overseas, jasmin is leavin tmr.gonna miss her like crazy!!haha..
and mau leavin on sat for china.i am jealous.haha.hope can meet her before she leaves!

2006-11-18T07:13:00.000-08:00

17/11

busy the whole day until i slept once i reach hm.had lec in the morn,went for lunch with bestie.bought e cake and went baq to sch to return money,den went baq hm.bestie came my hse,talk for one hr plus.and it was a good and long talk lah :)haha.shld hav more of such talks,if she is free lah.haha.anw, went baq to sch aft tt for choir prac.went for cip meetin first,and ann nee makes me go mad with her nonsense.haha.lucky she is inside!if not i will b left alone,and she will b goin for GES pri, which is so freakin far lah!its at like REDHILL?was so irritated to b posted there lah.but lucky,my parents will b able to fetch me b4 goin to work,n can get free breakie with them as well..so not too bad afterall lah..haha..went for choir prac aft tt.
met up with og5 at vivo to give a birthday surprise for jas,inn and aloy.shall not tok too much here,can read frm jas and dickson's blog anw..but thanks guys for yst.haha.enjoyed myself with those ppl.and jas simply makes me freak out with her nonsense!haha.oh.and pierce my second ear hole too!yay!haha.been wantin to pierce since like a few mths ago.haha.

18/11
choir prac agn in e morn,met jL first and complain to her abt my terrible fringe..
came back hm for lunch and got scolded by my freakin sis for no reason.for like sleepin when they wan to go out,but i was realli tired lah.haha.but we jus laugh over it later on lah..haha.we are lame when we r together,but thats why i love my sis :)
vivo-ed with family agn lah.haha.walked the whole roof top,thnks to my mum's suggestions.she went tangs and she can spent her whole day lookin at the demonstration lah.haha.and my niceee dad,spent his whole day waitin for her, while my sis and i went to shop.
haha.bought lots of stuff.got a new shirt,pants,bag myself.and shared another bag and slippers with sis..haha...long time since we shopped like this yeah!haha.went to some hawker centre for dinner.finally had a family outin since ages lah,cos all of us are busy,but guess this is expected as all of us becomes older.thats why,all these time spent are super precious to me,and i really treasure them lots :)

gonna b very busy next week with lots of stuff.go guess will not b bloggin for a long time.shall reply all the tags first;

evon;dun b lame lah!make me pissed only lah.haha.of course its crazy with me ard lah.gonna miss goin for LT4 maths lectures!!!haha..i where got uncountable eye candies lah?.haha.

tty;haha.i am hardworkin what.not like u so lazy.and u folded my notes till like what lah?..haha..better pay me for my notes :)

justin;haha.say until so nice..haha..no prize for it though!!haha.anw.when r u burin for me the cd lah?!?

jas;haha.hope u like e surprise dear!haha.and dun think too much abt it yah.n i realli admire u for bein so brave.i guess i will nv b able to do tt.haha.yeah.goin to study soon as well.yeah :)

zong;first time i see such tag lah.know u r facin some prob,but seems liike u dun wanna say.hope everythin is fine with u yah.and u are kinda busy now as well.hope to catch up more when ur projects everythin r over.take care dear :)

2006-11-15T17:09:00.000-08:00

15th nov;

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JASMIN
my dearest HP!!haha..sorrie din manage to wish u at 12 exactly,cos was too tired.but promise to give u along msg yeah!haha.anw.thanks for the past 6 mths tgt in 06.got to know u in og5 and u are realli a super quiet girl lah!and i am always e one tokin lah.haha.still rmb-ed e first day i tok to u, and i embarrased myself by askin which first three mths u were frm.haha.but still,thnks for everythin all these while.though we have some misunderstandins btw us,glad its all over now!haha.and realli enjoyed the kbox date tt day :).and.stop being soo sad pls!haha.mus stay happy always yeah.u will get ur pressie soon :)

love;mel

went to sch for lessons as usual,econs was real borin and nette was jus super lame lah.haha..went for choir sectionals aft that with JL and headed for maths aft that.haha.and we went to LT4.waited so long for bestie n evon lah.they were LATE.haha.but they were nice to go LT4 with me.and sorry to nette.haha.oops.cos made her reserve seats for us.but it was so cold there and the lsn was borin man!haha.not as nice as i expected lah :)but still, it was better than the usual LT.haha.

ps with Mau.so long since i tok to her lah!haha.and she is realli soo quiet now, felt like i was tokin most of the time..but nvm!haha.she is my lucky charm lah :).haha.but din manage to catch pb supposedly.haha.walked to far east and she got her shoes..niceeee.walk back to wisma, guess we walk for a long long time lah.haha.realli had a long chat with this dearie.haha.and i am realli paranoid.i agree!and stop ur maintaining tt stupid momentum lah..thnks dear for yst,gonna meet up soon agn.haha.with lots of updates.haha

woke up at 6 plus to jog with mum.feelin a little tired now though.scared i will jus sleep durin lit again.haha..had a long talk with mum over breakfast.finally cleared some misunderstand with her.and she said i was naughty..like what man?!?.haha.so shall be a good girl from now on!haha.and she took whole day leave and goin to bring me out to get my clothes!yeah!!
shall go read newspaper before goin to sch.

2006-11-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

YAH!PW is finally over;i am happy yet,ironically.missin my pw group mates lah.haha.enjoyed the last few pw seesions with those peeps.and pw has realli open up my perpective of many things, gives me an idea on how to work with ppl,solvin conflicts and etc..and my group has definitely been through lots!but i am glad we have all been through it and guess our group did well on fri!haha.q and a was not bad as well.and jus wanna say sorry for my outbursts at times durin pw..haha.was jus not happy with the way things was handled at times;and mayb we were lost and disunited at certain point.but anw;we made it!thnks bestie;col(CAG);andre;deena ..my beloved pw mates..i lovve NY026.

today met up with bel at ps for brunch.lucky she was not late this time lah.haha.went to subway for lunch.and yes.it was my first time eatin that lah.haha.felt so stupid man but anw; the food was good ..talked with that girl for two whole over plus; talkin abt stuff frm sec sch until now.haha.love talkin to her man;cos she reali makes me laugh at her blur-ness..realise tt we forgot to take a pic dear!haha.but nvm; gonna meet up with her agn i guess.love ya loads :)

went for choir prac aft.and a misunderstandin happened yst lah.nvm.haha.went to meet lia and jiah li first.haha.both of them jus laugh at everythin i say lah..haha..and i am so scared to go for the chalet if they are not goin with me!.*keepin my fingers crossed*.haha.and got to see a few eye candies there..haha.not bad.crapped with some of them there.haha.they are real funny people :).dinner with dad and sis back home..

reply to e tags;

bestie;wad ugly lah?!?u look cute loh...haha.and u post one ugly pic of me in ur blog lah!i know u miss ME lah..and TBBBBB..haha...its not nonsense btw.haha

justin;dun be lame lah!!haha.and dun get too engrossed with ur game hur.still haven tell me more abt the INTERESTIN thing..haha

j-wen;my les partner..haha...u realli pissed me off lah!!whole day suanin and dun b SCANDALous.haha.miss u loads..JYMS outin soon :)

Mau;haha.in what way i look different?haha.issit a gd thing not.and what lousy pok!whole day sayin me only!i tag u alr loh.waitin for ur SLOWWWW reply!

lincoln;hmm.so obvious i change lah.haha.nicer than urs lah!!haha...

2006-11-09T00:55:00.000-08:00

bestie and andre jus left,came my hse aft lunch supposedly to do op.but din do anythin at all.and they were both playin the piano, leaving me ALONe..haha.
pw mates came in e mornin agn for our last rehearsal.hopin for the best tmr and aft 10.everythin will b over!

8th nov;
met with bestie n HP(jas) in e morn; k-boxed at toa payoh cos bestie haf trainin dere in e noon..haha.the service was so slow, but the food was good!.haha.it was damn fillin man..haha..and my HP is so shy lah!..she sings but no one can hear anythin.haha..sang for only 4 hrs lah; they cut short our time man..haha.took random shots in the toilet at the hub there..kinda lame.enjoyed myself : )

ade actin cute!

me-jas-ade smiles:)

took a train to vivo(yes!vivo-ed agn) to meet 1/2 of SBSC!!!yeah!haha...my first three mths og clique!.wooohoo!haha..was late in meetin lyd n jwen.haha..kana suan by lyd and always linkin me with weird ppl*winks*.jwen never fails to piss me off anw.haha.went starbucks to tok, catch up quite alot.reminds me of the times back in sr; bamboo.the SUPer EX WAFFLe..haha.that never fails to make us laugh lah.went round cam-whorin with those two dearie!haha..
sorry to the gals for not able to stay for dinner.but we are goin to meet again!yesh!in our sch uniforms!!haha.hurry settle the date; meanwhile, shall post the pics with the dearies at vivo!

three of us in e toilet!! :)

lyd;dearie

e six of us!SBSC (me,jwen,lyd,jt,jac,goldie)

2006-11-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

sat.4/10
woke up at SIX man.haha.guess its the earliest in the whole yr man.haha.thanks to bestie man.agreeed to go do cip with her at like bukit panjang.haha.took a bus to bishan,den a train to CCk,den LRT to BP lah.haha.and thnks,my mp3 died on my halfway.haha.lucky brought xtra battery,if not,gonna b so dead on the train.haha.cip was rather lame lah,haha.but it was gd exercise since din sweat like tt for sucha long tym lah.was crappin with bestie most of the time though.haha.and i realli pissed her off! :)
make friends with two other girls,one of dem is really cartoon lah.haha..left the place at ard 2 plus and headed to bestie hse for pw.supposedly.
slacked there and took lots of pics.haha.with her lift man,cos its exactly at her house?!.dun realli know how to say though.haha.and she is realli "efficient" with the com man.haha.stayed there till 5 plus and went down to bishan to meet family for dinner.oh.and my dad jus changed phone again, in like 3 mths?.hmm.he is tryin to act hip lah.and i wanna change my hp plan.but have to pay like 250 bucks?so can jus forget abt it.but my sms is too little lah.and some ppl are always complainin that i reply slow.haha.n zong thinks my parents r funny ppl :).i also think so.

;bestie n I.woohoo.love this gal to the bits :)

today was practically hsework day lah.and i am a housewife,accordin to zong n lena.but realise my clique gals r gettin trained like me, like zong n lena??lolx
woke up early to have breakfast with parents,haha,n my dad is gettin as crap as me lah.haha
shall list what i did tdy;
mop the whole house;
wash the dishes;
wash all the socks n rags;
wash the toilet;
COOK for the family;with my parents help of course,if not they can jus die from food poisonin.haha.and i am goin to learn cookin.haha.yeah :)

gosh!its the schedule of a typical hsewife man.was jus thinkin abt the past,where my friends used to say i am spoilt etc..haha.but now,they are wrong man!haha.
gonna go off to do pw again.

2006-11-03T05:35:00.000-08:00

yesterday could not slp well;kept wakin up in the middle of night.haha.guess i am too excited for the paper today lah.haha..hmm..went for chi today.hmm.dun think it was good lah, but too lazy to elaborate..jus hope i will not do too badly.

meeting with jyms was cancelled; sad la..miss them lots, so long never see them, but will be postphone to nxt wk :)

went to meet bel and lena at ps..waited for them for like 45 mins pls!!was waitin at the MRT...will be supppper angry with them man..if not for my good mood..haha...and BEL TAN...gonna take the chance to scold her again..haha...shall let her off today.
went cartel for lunch, ordered so much food and ate till my stomach almost burst lah.haha.but the service was terrible man..haha.stayed there for quite some time though and talked..long time since the three of us last went out..haha..surprisingly, saw pB there as well..haha...hmm..msg mau and she said i am damn fated..haha...
walked to town cos ps was borin...walked ard and den we walked back to ps again lah..so super tirin..den went to eat anderson's ice cream.haha..guess i have eaten too much ice cream man, havin a cough now lah.haha.
went home for dinner, but din eat much cos was too full since the afternoon.haha.and ade god-sis is at my hse!!!!haha...she is still as crappy as ever..haha..gonna slp soon cos tmr goin to meet bestie for do cip lah.and she bettter thank me man..have to wake up at like 6 man?..even earlier den i goin to school?..haha..

shall upload more photos'

my bdae pressies frm the dearies..thnks to all!!

my bdae celebration with bel and lena :)love dem!

my dottie!pearly.haha.miss her lots

2006-11-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

yesterday;31/10
went to meet col in the morn for pw discussion.thought we must hand in file.so rush to file all the stuff and did the sortin.in the end is not this file lah!.haha.but nvm.hope my pw mates dun kill me!!..haha...hmm..went to meet pearly aft that.haha.like finally my dottie..we have our date man..funny things happened at the mrt station man..and she ALWAYS throw my face man..haha..kept laughin super super loud man.haha..but shall forgive her,since we seldom meet lah.haha.
so went to vivo.bought tickets for deathnote.din even know it was a jap movie..haha.went for lunch at asian kitchen,food was not bad lah..and that gal wanted to eat desert,and it was a tue,so went down to P.S for gelare waffle.haha..we got cheated lah!!.haha..but it was good food and good company : )..talked alot, realise we din meet up for a very long time alr man...haha..told her my latest developments..haha...and she thinks like MAU..haha..same pattern man!
went back to catch the movie.it was rather lame at first, but the show was not bad..haha...waitin for part 2 to start anw..haha.and my dad was so swt to come fetch me :).haha..anw..realli enjoyed myself today with dottie :)shall post some cam-whore pics later.haha

today;
was late in meetin pw mates..haha..went for macs breakie with class.sat there for like so damn long eatin lah..thanks to my besite..and she has a new name given by me.cute.haha.
went back to sch to settle all the pw stuff for dry run tmr..sian man.everythin is almost done..like things are finally gettin right i hope?!?.haha.took spastic pics with the pw mates.haha.we realli lovve takin pics man.haha.stayed in sch till 2 plus den went with bestie and CAG for lunch..went to meet lena aft tt at heartland.she is super crap man..haha.tok lots of stuff..and her busy life at SA..haha.and she is a mugger!!yeah..kept askin me do chi revision wen i had nothin to do lah.haha.but had a great talk with her :)shld have more of such meetins lah..came back and had a quarrel with mum jus now.but suprisingly, i was rather cool.haha..cos was in a good mood lah:).haha..

yay.lookin up for meetins with the different ppl next week:
3/11-- dinner with JYMS..YEAH
11/11--badminton session with clique (oh ya, those who can make it, hurry sms me.haha)
*miss all these people man, can;t wait to meet up with them :)

2006-10-30T05:12:00.000-08:00

28/10
was pratically slackin at hm yst..stayed at home continuously for like 2 days alr?!?.haha.nothin to do but youtube the whole day and chattin online.was supposed to have clique outin.but cancelled.sigh.tt means can only see clique next thur.haha.gonna have study session together for our chi 'a's..haha.yeah!.planned by zong and I!!
decided to go dinner out with sis when her friend gave us three tickets for the global chinese awards ceremony!whoo!!so went for the concert with ade(god-sis) and my sis!.haha..another concert in the week after the hype concert!!haha.was so excited to see yanzi. :)
was so surprised to see inn over there as well.haha.she got free tix too!.the seats was not bad lah.considerin its free.haha.but not as good as the hype one though.can ask xy.haha.cos she went crazy over jon that time.haha.
thanks to my sis,we got lost on the bus and we cabbed down in the end.haha.the concert was good man!saw alot of stars..haha.shall post the pics later :).ended late and cabbed back as well.met mum for supper at like 12 plus?.haha.

29/10
today was slack again.was jus doin housekeepin the whole day.haha.packed all the rooms and its super neat now!..haha..and jus fnished with housework..did everythin as sis will b havin exam.so shall let her off!..haha.lunch with mum and sis was simply funny.all thanks to my silly sis.haha.her questions made my mum laugh till she cried pls!.haha..yay!dad will be comin back alr.frm hk!!haha.kinda miss him though :)miss his naggin.haha.

random pictures;

hype concert with xiu`

the idols :)..close view

cam-whore with jas in j8 toilet..unsuccessful :(

my beloved sis;jus lovve her:)

three of us at the concert(god-sis,sis,ME)

shall upload more pics another time.got to go do pw again.sianx.

2006-10-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

26/10

tears flowed again on my birthday,but for different reasons..but still; thanks to the people who have made my birthday a wonderful one with all ur msgs n pressies :)

0606;
never did i expect tt i would shed tears for my friends;the thought of separation was jus too much to bear.jus as i was beginnin to feel together as a class, things change so fast..results came and started crying.people tt i thought would b immune to this shed tears as well.jus stayed in the lit room for a long time.no one wanted to say anythin.but no matter what are the changes, 0606 will still be together as one..and to those who will be havin a hard time next year,we will be here for u guys:).and to xy hug, it really touched my heart and at that moment, all the hard feelins was gone.dunno if u will read this, but jus wanna say sorry for all the misunderstandings we had.hope that it is not too late

sch has been so much more bearable, thnks to dearies in my class who have put up with my nonsense.dunno if its too late, but i realli appreciate for their presence in my life.still rmb tt i hated comin to sch in the beginnin.cos i dun feel belonged to the class.kept complainin abt everythin, the friends, the ppl, the sch.but i realise tt it was my own prob;that i did not want to open up to them, and kept makin comparisons. it was only when i was sick, tt i realise tt they do realli care for me esp seein nette msg and heard tt she cried.i teared upon readin her sms.though i dun say it out, but thanks to my close friends in class for everythin:
nette,bestie,jas,mw,xiuyun,cheryl,jy..

on a lighter note,celebrated my birthday tdy in e lit rm with a cake.thnks reg for buyin e cake.haha.and thnks to the ppl for their bade msgs;
bestie,dickson,soon heng,zong,lydia,shirley,bel,wai sze,jun,tze,
joleen,justin,jia wen,hui ru,mabel,kirstal,pearly,amanda,se ying,
elizabeth,lena,xiuyun,mel.f,adeline,evon and others for ur testi and ur presents!

got a few surprise from the people.haha.yst was from og,thought was havin og lunch but they celebrated my birthday.and thought aloy,tze and inn ps me.haha.but they appeared after on another.but enjoyed myself to the loads with the laughter n all.and thnks for dickson for bakin the chesscake.it was nice :)

mornin mau suddenly came to my house with a box of cakes and her letter..thnks dearie for the mornin swt surprise.haha.yesh, shall make u happy by agreein with whats written on the letter..haha.but thnks for everythin :).and den this girl was sick lah.sorry din bring u to the doc,but hope my herbal tea helped.pls take care of urself hur.and i am not being naggy hur!

den went to sch,cheryl said she did not have a present and passed me a letter.haha.bestie n nette din come to sch as well,okays,thought they all forgot my birthday.went j8 with cheryl aft chem cos had 2 hrs break.tok a lot on the way there.it was serious talk pls.plus cam whored with her at the mall?cos din manage to take neos.thnks man.the shops were all closed lah.went lit rm for results and they gave me my present!haha.and i realli lovve the bag man.said it was soo me.haha.okays.thnks for the bag;(cheryl,xiuyun,nette,bestie,jas,andre,hyeimun) :)

supposed to go celeb my bdae with my sis and mum but decided to go with class to eat first.and bel and lena appeared at the bus stop with a cake!.it was realli a surprise lah.cos thought they ended late as well.so went hm to cut cake agn,and we all finished the whole cake.haha.and the cake was niceee :)took pics and tok for a while.sorry dearie,could not talk longer cos din noe tt u all were comin(obviously cos it was meant to be a surprise)..haha.but thnks for the short time thought.will load the pics soon.haha.

went to meet the 06 ppl aft tt..they ate their buffet, took pics in the toilet,haha,it was damn fun man.cos only jas was pro at this.haha.was arguin with col all the time.haha.but love my CAG thought :)..took pretty neos and all of us brought a handphone keychain.and we are gonna wear it together to sch and look spastic togehter.haha.hope to have a whole class outin soon! left and went to meet family for bdae dinner celebration aft tt.

yst was jus a day of bliss :)..not forgettin.my CLIQUE.haha.dun worry dear.din forget u guys for the present.the shirt and the earrings!haha..my first present of the year from them.tmr suppose to meet for clique gatherin.but will see how.cos mau is sick.and i realli wan her to rest at hm.but still.i love my CLIQUE.each one of them (mau;zong;lena;shir;pearly;jun).they rock my life :)

sorry for the long entry.cos jus have too much to say.and tdy shall jus stay at home and rest.been havin late nights the past few days alr.shall catch up and replenish my slp.

2006-10-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

did not blog the past few days cos was havin serious diarrhoea.and sorry for not able to go col hse for pw.haha.but realise tt no one went in the end lah :)

shall blog abt fri first;
had pw dry run.it was super terrible man.haha.our slides were weird?!?and no speech was done at all.but think we did alright lah.haha. i mean wad u expect from last min work anyway?.haha.went with pw mates for lunch at j8 aft that den went home and watch vcd.and was upset with ANNABEL TAN.
cos she said wanted to call me to meet me, but she din even msg to say she cannot make it..was so upset with her : (
vivo-ed with family aft tt..had my birthdy celebration dinner at sushi-tei.haha.the food was not as good as i thought lah..and din realli eat much as well cos stomach was not feelin right.

today was a borin day lah.stomach was pain the whole day again.haha.went to slp aft breakie with family.haha.watch goong the whole noon and finally finished alr.cried at the end.but the show was not as nice as i expected though.haha.
gotta have to stay up to do finish pw man.den can do speech alr tmr i hope.haha
.and i really lovvve my parents..i mean they are so hip.they are always askin my sis n i do dye their hair.haha.guess tt they are competin so see who looks younger lah.ahah.but still, thank god that they are my parents.and for always givin in to me..i love u all :)

anw, my parents was sayin abt my character durin lunch today,that i am super bossy lah.haha.and i must change my character.i think i understood that lah.can just askl my pw mates?!?haha.so i shall try to change to be more understandin den..haha.

can't wait for school tmr!!mau shld know why.haha.she is jus like a worm in my stomach.haha.love ya!shall go on to do my pw.

2006-10-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

jus put down the phone with bestie only,talk for a while.glad that she is thinkin positively now(i hope).
today went to school to waste time away lah..haha...had chem in the mornin.was basically playin hang man with yuzhen, talk quite abit to her as welll..
went to meet pw mates aft that for pw discussion, but din do anythin cos din have the mood to finish the presentation slides.
hang ard in school till lit lesson,it was quite redundant though, din go through much stuff anyway.
had some stupid talk which i should have ponned lah. waste of time only,and the recruitment of ccas..haha..the presentation by choir was rather hilarous though,haha.
went to meet zong today!!.haha.aft such a long time,and she was LATe.haha.for once i had to wait for her anyway.
vivo city to talk, talk for a long time,had long john, and the fish wrap was nice!had long john for dinner again lah..and dear zong had to keep pissin me off with what she says,haha.but had a mature talk with her.jus hope that she knows what she is doin now.and dearie, dun be too worried abt ur future yeah!.gonna have more of such meetins again..haha..

jus had gastric pain and its realli killin me man...:(
and my stupid sis jus asked me to bring the plate of food when my stomach is like so pain?!?.like what heartless girl she is man..haha.

its *U* that makes me look forward to goin sch everyday..[smile] :)

2006-10-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

today was practically a slack day lah.lectures in the mornin was jus wastin of time..
ended sch early tdy at like 10 plus, so went with besite,col and andre to pizza hut for early lunch....went to col house for pw again lah...haha..her house is super big man!!plus a dog and rabbit...haha...
tdy was being very slack though..was playin hula hoop..but apparently, i am a failure in that lah.and gave col a nickname..CAG..haha..it suits her best man..:)
and she painted my nails for me..love the colours,though my sis said it looks more like liquid paper.haha.and i realise bestie carn paint nails...for sure!!!
left her hse at 5 plus,and walk with bestie to take bus,den walk all the way home..went aunt hse for dinner and told them abt my results.happy that i passed all, but scared for my gp man..which i am scared as well lah.
there is another cip trip to india.wanna go so much lah.reminded me of my sarawak trip, but no one wans to go..haha...and mau ask me stay in s'pore with her when i ask her?!?!..haha..okeis..carnw wait to go sch tmr!

gonna meet zong tmr!yeah!..haha.and she is comin down sch to fetch me..thats why she is my girlfriend mah..haha...
tmr lessons are boring,got stupid chem and den gonna do pw until lit starts which is at 1 plus lah.have to wait soo long agiana.sian :)but the thought of goin school brings a smile to my face :)

2006-10-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

din manage to come online the past two days to blog, shall blog about two days ago first

14/10
peer tutorin in the mornin.woke up late cos the alarm clock like broke down on me lah...walked home with my tutee cos she stay near me lah(so coincidental)..
went down town to meet besite,jas and jy..sorrie for being late..haha.ate at sakae and felt like a pig cos three of them ate so litte lah..haha...walked ard heeren first,went to suntec aft that..dinner was at long john's with bestie..catch up with her quite alot and stuff..talked for like the whole of 3hours lah..haha...it was a great time with them out anyway :)thnks for the company today.

15/10
hsework as usual in the mornin,nearly died cos din do physical exercise for nearly a week; gettin fatter alr man..(scream)..haha..saw bestie agn for today.but was for project work lah...she came my hse first den went colleen hse for pw..i think its the most enjoyable session of pw ever man..played a lot over there so din realli complete until aft dinner..stayed at her hse till 12 and my dad came to fetch..
my dad was so nice that day man..woke up frm his slp to come fetch me..haha..love him to the bits :)

16/10
pw was a rush in the mornin, realise tt the things were not saved corrretly,could not burn into the cd..was like rushin throughout the whole mornin man..but luckily,manage to finish everythin still.thnks to kwok help :)..haha..was mainly plannin for op and slackin for the whole day..
got back results in the aft.first paper was bad; failed gp man.was so demoralised but not realli affected by it lah.cos my eng was all along bad.o levels was jus by luck?!?.haha.but gonna work hard for it from now onwards..and jus heard frm pervert tt she got a A..haha.like so good.but i am gonna to like so miss her when we split cls next yr..
satisfied with my maths :)..gonna give my tutor a treat for his hard work too :).haha.disappointed with lit and econs though, studied for econs but still din do very well.lit was hmm.not up to expectations either.but wells, everythin over and i am jus glad for my results no matter what :)
bestie; know u are not feelin too gd at this pt of time..cos i know u have put in lots of hard work for this promos..and u are stressed over by ur mum words..but u know u have put in the effort alr.and pls dun think its of waste yeah?anw.whatever it is, i will always be here yah?
jasmin; dun be too worried over ur results as well yeah?..u r still gonna go hm with me everyday hur..cos u are my hp..rmb?and we are gonna do "productive stuff" aft sch yah..take care girl.
din expect to have this feelin at all, but at the moment,jus a sense of emotion rushin thr me tt if 0606 were to split, i am gonna be so lost and sad.jus hope tht this class will stay together..goin onto nxt yr

*and to some ppl who may be readin this, pls dun think tt my results is damn good anyway.cos its not as good as u think anyway!and givin me that stupid attitude.was realli pissed with it though i din say out.

2006-10-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

had NY open house today.it was nice being a tour guide lah.haha.
but had pw lesson in the mornin..sorted out everythin already and goin to colleen hse on sun to finish up everythin as well..but went for class breakfast at macs in the mornin.
met xiuyun first den went macs..and she is one super smart girl lah.haha.and she realli knows me well man :)..haha..okies.had a great time talkin to her and feel that we feel the same towards same issues..yeah!..so i am not a loner anymore lah..haha...
so went for lunch with nette dearie n bestie.but din eat cos was full aft the late breakie.haha.but the company was great though :)and jasmin came aft tt.and she nearly exposed me,thnks man.!
open house was grt lah..had alot of good encounters*winks*..haha..super high being a tour guide..haha..but lead these grp of anderson gals, they are super funny lah..den played games with them also..saw DAXIONg(wanyi)..but din realli tok to her though..and took a pic with her :)..miss bells man..miss all the handbellers and the practice sessions :(..stayed till ard six with bestie..

`i guess u are realli happy at where u are now. sometimes i wonder if we are lackin in conversation topics as well..but see u realli happy, i am happy for u as well..but thnks for everything :)

2006-10-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

finally updatin my blog again.everyone mus be surprised man.haha..but before that, mus apologise to MAU for makin another blog for me and i am updatin this blog, and BEl for helpin me do the template..*oops*.haha
anw.today was one of the best days on sch lah.haha.played games with the girls durin pw lah..relieved childhood memories as well :)..cheryl was makin me crazy with her laughter..but PW is the BEST lesson ever..haha..lovvve these few days of pw..haha..love chinese as well though it was borin lah..

tdy supposed to meet partner foo for our long awaited outin.but thnks to her open hse..we have to postphone it again lah.but she is gonna treat me the next time..
haha..so went to meet bel and lena at ps..went swensons for ice cream and fries..it was a good time of catchin up for us lah..cos long time since we three went out alr..:)..went macs aft that to tok for like two whole hours...
oh..and we saw reynold there too.make a big fuss for nothin lah.haha..did stupid stuff.was laughin for no reason also..and was tokin to zong and rey jus now.both of them jus make me turn mad.haha.and shall not elaborate on the details of the convo anyway..haha.

went vivo city to meet parents.
bought a shirt..woohoo.a shirt that i wanted for a long time.haha..went to drink coffee and had waffles aft that..haha..the food was sooo lah, but the family time spent together there was great :) long time since the whole family went out together alr..haha...

oh yah; and thankin my clique for my early b'dae present!..got a shirt and earrings..haha..zong and mau choose these presents and they said it was my style?
is it?..haha..okies.anw.i love the present!..can't wait for our gatherin again on he 28th oct, and we are gonna have a clique chalet..if zong is able to book the chalet lah..haha...yeah!!thats the only thing i am lookin forward to :)

been thinkin a lot durin the hols also, but lucky there was mau, zong..for listenin to my nonsense, and my complaints(yes, i complain alot about that PERSON..haha.u shld noe who lah..my mouth nv stop when i talk about that PERSON)haha.....

mau;thnks dear for everythin these few weeks,for toleratin my nonsense and listenin to my complaints..haha.it was realli alot man(i also know)..and pls dun be sooo depressed..can jus come find me anytime..haha..den can crap together with shue :)of course.out dates next week.gonna book u hur..stayin in school to do productive stuff tgt :)..haha..

zong; my g/f..finally tokin to u aft my promos lah.haha.gonna go on a holiday again.gonna miss her(though its for one day only)..haha.realli glad that u found *..haha.can see dat he realli makes a difference to ur life dear..i am realli happy for u :)..thnks for eveythin when i was rantin about my life and my pw stuff..and teachin me to look at things frm diff pt of view..haha..gonna learn to tolerate and not bother abt some idiots in my life..haha...carn wait for our outin next week *smiles*

tokin abt lookin at things frm diff pt of view,reminds me of this someone.did not realli have a good experience with her, but guess i should thnk her as well cos through this experience with her, it taught me realli a lot of things. she taught me that this world is dark , and that i must be wary of people, and not to be so trustful of people. i may have hated u once, but guess, i am immune to everythin alr.and guess i am not that bothered by ur presence anw.but still, thnks for being part of my life.

its late alr, tmr is the ny oppen hse.whaha.gonna be tour guide...better go slp now :)

2006-07-31T02:30:00.001-07:00

30th july:
had class cip in the morning.suprisingly was early man.haha.overall was quite fun lah.reminded me of 4A2 cip where we visited the old folks as well.
had lunch at swensons with some of the girls plus ms kwok at bugis.had a long talk with her about our class and stuff.got me thinking about some stuff as well..she was really nice and encouraging, felt guilty for feeling some way as well..mayb should start learning from her about feeling happy from small pleasures..
went to do pw after that.got to say sorry to my pw grp members.cos sort of raise my temper at them at the library.was jus too stressed up with the work and datelines.went andre's hse to do work cos realise that we could not find anything in the library.came back and rush through with maths tutorial.

nothing much to update today anyway.but heard some stuff..dunno if i should believe but got to admit i was affected by it..but thnks to jeanette for listening to all those rubbish dat i said.this gal really makes my day :)
shall upload the photos dat i took the other DAY

*my darling in class..lovve dis gal :)

*xiu--dis girl realli understands how i feel.haha.stay happy:)
and we are both wearin yello! two bananas.haha

*my cam-whore partner.we jus lurve taking photos *smiles*

*MY PW group (deena not present) at andre's house.specifically his BEd..haha

2006-07-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

a borin day as usual.
had like continuous maths lessons in the mornin.was talkin to ade the whole of maths lecture as usual.
had two obts today.hope it will be alrite :)
lessons were borin tdy as well.nothin much to blog as well.
went with colleen to heartland aft chi cos that girl wanted to eat her sontong from old chang kee..haha.was supposed to meet parents for dinner outside.but daddy had work so gonna meet my mum for dinner instead.
gonna be so busy the next few days so dun think i will be bloggin.supposed to watch 'lakehouse' with waisze tmr, but realise tt the seminar ends at like 5 plus,so shall postphone it den..

sumtimes i wonder why things became like this
i tired hard, but i fall even harder.
i am tired.
maybe its time to realli let go..

2006-07-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

26/7
was slpin today for most of the lessons lah.haha.spend the whole econs lecuture talking to jeanette.dis girl really makes me laughh.haha.like wed the best la.cos lessons end quite early.haha.
pon last lesson and went macs with classmates(ade,minwei,andre,jas,xy,hyeimun) for lunch..been skippin lessons and slpin durin lectures this week man.haha.ade came my house to slack for a while aft lunch.took some pics randomly at my hse. --my bestie ade,she is pretty but always thinks she is ugly

went to meet my DEAR LYDIa at heartland aft dat.walked all the way back to SR..we were like so scared to go in at first.but den realise there were other sch ppl in dere.haha.took pics in there.and thanks to her.manage to take bamboo's...name!!.haha.wanted to take us in the full length mirror.but there were like so many ppl there lah.haha.stayed there for around 2 hrs.haha.so happy to be back there.haha.was like laughin with lyd all the way frm the beginnin to the end.glad this gal is happy at AC

--my dear lydia,been ages since i saw her man.haha..gotta meet up again dear.*smiles*

27/7
today was a super long day.xiuyun came my hse at like 6.30AM to do finish the gp project..haha.haven even bathe and was like wearing my pyjamas lah..sch was borin as usual...did not bring notes for chem so was slpin throughout the second part of the lesson lah.haha.went to join the badminton comp with serene.haha.was like thrashed so badly man.did not go for tennis.so decided to quit as well cos of the bad timings.too lazy to wait frm 12 plus to every fri for training man.

2006-07-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

still cannot put up the tagboard.so shall go redo one.so sorrie to those that tag.will put up one soon when i am free lah.. :)

yst was a borin day at home as usual lah.parents and sis went out..xiuyun and nette came my hse to do the Gp project presentation..was like not productive at all lah.both of them came late?like expected!.haha.den was slackin at my hse the whole day.went to meet my sis and mum for dinner.what a borin day i had !

tdy was a super busy day la.was slpin durin Gp cos did not bring my notes.but nono.half of the lesson was spent talkin to minwei and the last part jus fell asleep.haha..ponned maths lesson also cos was at CCHM the whole day for the film fest thing.haha.my maths teacher is NICE for oncE!haha..did not scold us but have to take the OBT another den!.was jus unhappy with some stuff that happened.how could one do this man?.and i din noe u made everyone terrified of u sooo much.and what rubbish did u tell her that she can have that impression of you.was jus shocked when i heard her say that.what can i say?was jus at a loss for words lah.wadever.
gonna slp early tonite cos been slpin too late the past few days lah.have to put the homework on hold again cos jus no time to do man.haha.and still contemplatin if i should go for tennis on thur?.dunno if i should continue.cos jus too busy lah.but shall jus see when the day comes again lah.

+thnks to WAISZE for helpin me print my EOm.*kisses*

`whycouldiforgive&forgetforwhatshedid,but not u
cos the hurt is jus too deep,..

2006-07-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

;My girlfriend!.misses her sooo much

;My dottie!she is still as noisy as ever lah.meet up soon dear?

;partner with her new hairstyle *sweet*

;My dearie zong!!miss her like soo much pls.haven tok to her for ages

;DEar mau..still owe me my kiss man *waiting*

;dear lena.doesn't she looks like an auntie carryin e bag?.haha.my XBL owner:)

I REALLY LOVE MY CLIQUE..my best buddies in Pl.and they can never be replaced :)
miss all of them sooo much man..finally met up as a clique aft so long lah.haha.saw partner new hair.its nice man..she look sweet lah..haha.and my dear zong was sooo busy tt i saw her for a while only lah..had supper with zong,lena & shir aft dat at the market nearby.zong n i was soo quiet 4 the first tym..and e two girls were tokin all the way.esp lena man.she jus kept laughin throughout e whole nite.haha.
tdy was so packed lah.went for mentorin in the mornin.the girl tt i am teachin is jus so cute man.haha.came back..was supposed to meet dottie to haf lunch.but tt poor girl fell sick la.so decided to eat with ade.who knows that girl was on e bus so fast la.before i could even reply her msg.met up with colleen instead and ate at pastamania.haha.and saw one guy, 1st three mths from Sr.and they asked me do stupid tings lah.haha..research was rubbish lah and could not find anythin at all.went to meet my parents at suntec for dinner.had indian food.*yeah*..it was good and price was reasonable as well lah.
oh yah.mus thank wai sze for the SUPER NICE pictures she send to me.haha.my dear MRS TOH man..she is sooo sweet lah..haha..
not forgettin, my dear mau owes me one kiss
lolx.

2006-07-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

updatin my blog cos bel asked me to do so.anw.gonna haf a personal diary to pen all my thoughts den cos not comfortable puttin down my feelins and stuff here anw.so this blog i guess will be deleted sooner or later.lolx.
had listenin compre tdy.it was alright i guess.hope its alright cos aural was bad.
stayed back for tennis today..haha.it was fun only for a while.shall not elaborate on what happen anw.haha..tdy was a borin day in sch lah.as usual actually.gonna haf tennis on tue at 5.which means i will be free every tue frm 12 plus till 5 lah.sian man..dunno what to do lah.mayb i shld jus go home n slp for 5 hrs..haha
guess my temper being gettin real bad nowadays..being gettin pissed easily.haha.and i kept complainin to bel.guess she is gettin freak out by my temper last few days.but jus wonderin how some people can be so irresponsible sometimes..forget it..
heard some stuff from buddy.din see my buddy for so long.mus work hard for o's hur!.haha..surprised news for me somehow..though some is expected lah.but hope it the best for handbells anyway..miss bells sooo much man...should considerin openin one in ny.but mau confirm will not join la.and lack of funds man.haha
had a talk with my mum and uncle jus now.they said i have to learn to be independent now.and not to rely so much on my friends.guess its true at this age lah.haha.and they were sayin some stuff that have been on my mind for a long while.guess i have to agree with dem this time..jus love them so much man..haha..esp my mum.she have been so nice to me..did not scold me for my reults, been toleratin my bad temper and stuff..
* sometimes its hard to stop myself from feelin that way as well, but it seems like the senario is repeatin again.should i take the path tt i took the other time?..i dunno what i should do.dun wan to have the same regret that i felt after that.haix.
thnks to minwei for listenin to me..din noe we will become close.guess its all part of adpatin i gues;

2006-07-14T22:15:00.000-07:00

finally i am typin this blog.special thanks to bel for helpin with this blog.love this girl man.she seems to be able to understand all my feelins and stuff.dunno what to do without her man..my soulmate cum tuition mate...haha...can jus vent everythin out to her every wed.weekly seesion. :)
met up with qianru yst for dinner at bugis.haha.dis girl made me laugh so hard durin the whole dinner pls.she is jus as usual funny man.tok lots of stuff.and suddenly thot of havin a sarakee gatherin.aft two yrs.haha.cos of some random posts frm some ppl.haha.think i ate too full.was not feelin well aft that..cos of the eatin n laughin at e same time.haha...had to go home earlier.sorry girl.but realli enjoyed myself soo much.long time since i laugh soo hard.haha.and we kepy tokin abt "BIG fishes"..haha..saw * on the train.told bel n she said tt i send wrong msg to her???oh wells.
supposed to meet girlfriend tmr for dinner..but apparently.she is goin out with her church friends aft tt..haha.so its postphone again to next week.hope we will be free by den..and a date with my dottie.din manage to celeb our anni last mth cos of busy scheudle.but may haf cca on wed.so mayb it will be off.shall see how den!..
carn wait for the pl homecomin dinner next fri..will b able to see my whole clique once more..realli miss them like anythin.though partner always ask if i miss her.but jus not used to sayin out.but realli miss them man.its jus so different here.met mau in the library two days back.den jus realise how much i haven catch up with her yet.though we are in same sch..but jus no chance to tok n stuff..my dearest zong..haven meet tt girl for ages...miss tokin to her on the phone n us jus chillin out.pourin out everythin to her..and lena.now become so naughty..haha.but still love her soo much.but we haf been catchin up though cos of our frequent meetins!!haha.jus miss the whole lot of dem..glad dere is the fri dinner..and goin back to PL...
sch have not been good once again..i realli dare say i got try to adapt n stuff..but perhaps when one tried too hard..it gets tirin at the end..and u jus dun wanna carry on..jus feel lazy and stuff to go for anythin.jus wanna go sch and go home everyday.been feelin withdrawn and stuff.jus dun wanna tok to anyone.and some ppl jus dun noe their limits to some stuff.nvm.
was thinkin abt some stuff tt bel told me.when u dun haf somethin.u will yearn for it.and once u got it.u will think its no longer impt to u.mayb its true..i dunno its my fault or wad.but its not the first time anyway.so i am not goin to care about it as well.feel tt u may b influenced by her.but its ur choice and u choose to leave it that way.and i am tired of tryin all the time.its time to mayb jus forget abt it.

gonna meet my sis aft work.den meetin my parents.dats the only thing i am lookin forward to i guess. life is a dread.

2006-07-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

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